It's funny how I keep myself busy these days... The amount of time I spend on things I really don't care about is astonishing when compared to the amount of things that I would like to be doing with my life. I keep saying "I'm too busy to do this, I'm too busy to do that..." But what am I really busy with? It seems like I am just squandering my time; I'm standing still in the middle of the road when I should be running, chasing, towards what truly inspires me.
There are just so many distractions keeping my from reaching my ultimate goal. I see a fork in the road, and I am standing still, not knowing what to do. Which path do I take when this fork has 5 prongs? And all the while I'm complaining about my "misfortunes," I could actually be making a choice and pursue what really drives my passion. But why am I just standing still? Is it because I'm afraid what lies beyond? Am I afraid of failing? Maybe because if I put my heart and soul into something, only to crash and burn, it would be too much for me to handle. Perhaps just making an excuse and saying, "I'm too busy," makes it easier to bear.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
I had a really fun shoot yesterday with my friends :) I lived with these guys last year during college and they are some of the coolest kids I know!
This lovely lady in the picture with me is Camille C. and you can find her over at http://www.lookbook.nu/mill3c
Photography done by Stephanie at http://stepinthere.tumblr.com/
and Allison at http://www.lookbook.nu/allimarie
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Life is not as bad as you think.
College just started up for me not too long ago. I'm taking 3 courses with labs: Biology, Organic Chemistry, and Physics. This is going to be a pretty tough quarter. Unfortunately I have a habit of procrastinating a lot, which always gets me into trouble because I never finish what I need to do on time... Oh well, I just need to work a bit harder to resist my urges of browsing the internet.
|My hand on a Coca-Cola display set at Ralph's|
Let's keep our fingers crossed for bigger and better things! :D
Monday, September 26, 2011
I went for a much more clean-cut look this time around! These are my only pair of shorts that actually fit me... I need to find some more, because it's still pretty hot over here :)
Monday, September 12, 2011
And yes, I like to wear suspenders AND belts at the same time hahaha and... no shoes